Today’s post is short, and it wasn’t really what I intended to write about next. It is simply a moment that I think will stick with me for a long time.

Today I had jury duty. Upon reading that many people are probably thinking, “I’m glad I’m not you because I hate jury duty,” or “It’s such a nuisance.” And earlier this morning I would agree somewhat. I don’t totally dislike the idea of jury duty, I was honestly kind of excited, but it is annoying to have to shift your whole schedule around.

I go in and I’m thinking the normal things. “I’m hungry.” “What time is it?” “I hope I don’t get picked.” “Wow this is taking a really long time.” On, and on my internal monologue goes as I watch others stand up, sit down, get asked questions, and respond. In the end my name was not called for the stand and I was excused from this trial. I was glad, and I happily joined the throngs of other potential jurors who also got excused.

But as I walked out I noticed 2 women sitting in the back pews. One of them was crying. I inferred that they must either be related to the defendant or to the person who the crime was committed against. It stopped my internal monologue instantly. I looked around at people joking and in a way celebrating that they didn’t have to be there, and then at the family who would have to live with this trial not just for the duration of it, but in memories for years to come.

I missed it.

As a believer I didn’t even stop to consider the people this trial has and will affect. I didn’t stop to examine the reason I was there in the first place. Something unjust had occurred and caused pain to someone else. I missed it. As I walked out I immediately started praying for that family and for the defendant.

Dear Lord, help us see. Holy Spirit guide our eyes and ears to away from ourselves and to those you wish for us to see. I pray for all families involved in the trial this week. May you provided them comfort, rest, and protection. I pray for the jury. Give them wisdom, Lord. Give them clarity. Provided for their needs this week whatever they may be. May we not miss it Lord. Help us. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.